I want people to like and accept me but because i have borderline personality disorder, am i forever tarnished

you are worth something you can work with this disorder i becuase i have it myself iam not working atm as iam looking after my children but all you need to do is get a support worker to help you go down the right track,,, go to collage where you feel safe and comfort with the buildings etc,,, you wouldnt belive how many people actually have this disorder that do work belive me i was shocked,,,you need to do a confidance course by the sound of it too it does work it hard to take the first steps to recover from mental health problems but i bet you can do this show them other people you are bigger and better then them if anyone you do know wont accept you for who you are you dont need them or tell them to get information too so they can at least try to understand where you are coming from with your illness,,,, both me and my step dad as this illness and my step dad worked with his for more thn 35 years so it can be done you just need to get the right help and support from a support worker socail worker or youth worker etc,,, good luck and just remeber your not alone there are loads of people out there going through what you are,,,, have browse on the net for diffrent courses that you could do at home if you dont want to go collage everyone starts somewhere tgcx