Deep love sickness no one can cure? HELP!!!?

Time. Time is definitely a healer of love sickness. Although what you're experiencing doesn't sound like love, it sounds like infatuation, but none the less it will p. You will grow older and think what the hell was I thinking! I wouldn't worry about girls at your age! Yes have friends as girls, yes even have girlfriends! But I wouldn't worry yourself about love, you have plenty of years for that my friend, just enjoy yourself in the mean time. This too shall p :)